There are many places where spirits linger. Louisiana, with it's rich history is truly a hot spot for ghostly tales. The cemeteries of this state date back as far as the 1700's and many feel like there are stories there just waiting to be told. This page will be dedicated to those stories and others.
If the body truly is just a vessel for the spirit, then somewhere the conscious soul of a four month old infant is spending eternity knowing that this is it's grave marker. Now, it's possible that the family name was Monster and this child died unnamed, but still, the sight of this stone sends a chill down one's spine and no one who visits can help but take a second look.
I can only hope that "Baby Monster" is resting peacefully somewhere. The alternative is just too terrible to consider.
The Caretaker
I first met
the spirit of my great grandmother when I was seven years old. I didn’t know it
was her at the time. That information came to me much later. What I did know
was that someone was visiting me and that I was the only one who could see her.
It was
around midnight on a warm summer night when I awoke from my sleep. I’m still
not sure why I woke up but when I did, I discovered a tall, red haired woman
standing in my bedroom doorway. She was looking in on me. My bedroom window was open and the light from
the full moon shone on her and through her.
Gazing at
her left me with a sense of security and I had no fear of this stranger.
Everything about her was calming and felt like the love of a mother. My mother
had left two years earlier when I was just five and that feeling was now almost
lost to me.
I barely
remembered this first encounter until it happened again the very next night.
This time, I was more alert and sat up in bed and rubbed my eyes. I looked back
at her and watched as she seemed to fade from view. It was a gradual
transformation and the outline of her remained in the doorway for what felt
like an eternity.
I crept from
my bed and stood in the space that she had just occupied. I waved my hand
through the air, just to be sure that she hadn’t rendered herself invisible.
I peeked out
into the hall. It was dark and empty. Whatever she was, she was now gone.
At
breakfast, I told my older brother and sister about these encounters. They
laughed it off and told me I was just dreaming but I knew that I was awake. I
knew in fact that she had somehow caused me to awaken. It was as though she
wanted me to see her and know that she was watching over me.
I can’t say
if the frequency of her visits declined or if she simply woke me less frequently,
but I felt her presence on many nights through my childhood.
When I was
thirteen, we moved several hours from my childhood home and I feared that we
would be leaving her behind. By this age, I was convinced that she was a ghost
and that our house was haunted. Turns out, she too moved in to my new house.
This was something I couldn’t understand. My brother told me that this was
proof that she was a figment of my imagination because ghosts don’t leave the
places that they haunt. As disappointing as this was for me, I believed him.
I had all
but forgotten her in my high school years until a catastrophic life event
brought her back to me.
My father
came to see me at work to tell me that our house had caught fire. We lived in a
rural area and by the time the fire department arrived, much of the second
floor had been destroyed. The first floor suffered severe smoke and water
damage and we were dislocated to a small trailer on our property until the rebuilding
process was complete.
Anything
that was salvaged from our home was placed in a storage unit in town and we
lived like campers until our home was safe again. I didn’t get a decent nights’
sleep for weeks.
I tossed and turned every night, waking
several times and pacing the floors. I was exhausted all day and couldn’t wait
to hop in to bed only to wake every few hours feeling anxious and scared.
My father
told me that I was just not used to sleeping in such close quarters. He blamed
my insomnia on the unfamiliar bed, the stress of losing so many personal items,
and the pressure of mid-term exams. He made me tea or warm milk before bed. He
told me to read until my brain was tired. He offered every piece of advice that
he could muster, but nothing helped.
Then, one
weekend, we went to the storage until to locate some paperwork that was stored
in a fireproof box in the house. I hadn’t been to the unit since we packed it
with our belongings.
As I entered
the metal building, a warm feeling rushed over me. I was calm and experienced a
sense of relief. I looked to my left and beside me was the antique photo of my
great grandmother that hung above the fireplace in both of my childhood homes.
I quickly
unwrapped it from the blanket that was being used to protect it. I kneeled
before it and gazed at her. It was in that moment that I realized that she was
the one who was visiting me at night.
My father
located his lock box and was ready to leave. I grabbed that portrait and
carried it to the truck with me. I was bringing her back home.
I drove a
nail in to the trailer wall above my bed and hung the portrait there. I didn’t have
a single bout of insomnia after.
When we
moved back in to our house, the portrait was returned to its station above the
fireplace and things were normal again.
My aunt came
to visit during my freshman year of college. She commented on the portrait, telling
me that she had always wanted it. She told me that my great grandmother was
very proud to have had the photograph taken and mounted. This was a very
expensive undertaking in her day and was a luxury reserved for the wealthy. She
and my great grandfather were far from wealthy but he wanted to preserve her
image for future generations and so he saved his money until he could afford to
have the portrait done.
In that
time, the black and white photographs were applied to a canvas backing and then
hand colored by artists. Often, they required restoration or recoloring but
this one was very well preserved.
She went so
far as to ask my father to give it to her but he flatly refused and told her
about my claims that the woman in the portrait was watching over me and keeping
me safe.
To my
surprise, she believed me! She told me that my great grandmother was by nature,
a caretaker. She was a strong woman who had suffered many hardships in life,
including the young deaths of several of her children. Her sister had also died
during childbirth and she took on the role of caretaker to the infant and the
families other two children.
She told me
that when she was young and the portrait hung in my grandmother’s house, she too
had seen this woman. It happened when my father suffered a burst appendix and
nearly died of sepsis at the age of ten.
She said that she could see this woman standing outside his bedroom
while he slept. She told my grandmother but was told to hush her nonsense. With
my father’s health weighing so heavily on her mother, my aunt elected to keep
any further visions to herself.
I asked my
aunt if she could tell me any other details about my great grandmother and she
told me simply, that her life was hard and that she devoted it to caring for
children, even those that weren’t her own.
Her husband
died first, in the early 1900’s. She fell ill soon after and withered to a mere
eighty pounds before succumbing to illness and passing on.
I told her
that I had heard of spirits remaining in their homes after they’ve died but I’d
never heard of a spirit remaining in a picture.
She said
that she wasn’t at all surprised. This portrait was a treasure to my great
grandmother. It was her prized possession and most likely portrayed her in the
way she would want to be immortalized and remembered.
When I
married and moved from my family home, I took the portrait with me. As I’ve
moved across the country and back, my great grandmother has traveled with me.
Her portrait has hung proudly in every place that I have called home for the
past twenty-five years.
Each of my
three daughters have seen my great grandmother in our homes throughout the
years and as I have grown older, they have even mistaken her for me and called
out to her as she was spotted walking down the hallway outside their bedroom
doors.
Though they
don’t seem to be as connected to her as I have since my childhood, they have
never been frightened by her or felt that her presence in our home was in
anyway dark or threatening.
I wonder if
she’ll move on one day. Perhaps when there are no longer any children to look
after. Until then, she is welcome in my home and should that day come, I will
miss her dearly.
Laurel Grove Cemetery
Port Jervis, New York
As some of you know, I am originally from the northern part of New Jersey on the tri-state, (New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania) border. This area has a rich history. It's hard to visit a local cemetery without stumbling upon the tombstones of civil war soldiers and US Armed Forces were still battling Native Americans on the banks of the Delaware in the early 1920's.
Located at 247 East Main Street in Port Jervis, New York, the Laurel Grove Cemetery has a long history and a haunting reputation. The site was designed in 1855 and has a park like feel with rolling hills, beautiful native flora, the babbling call of the river, and, oh yes, ghosts.
It is considered one of the fifteen most haunted cemeteries in America and last week, my children and I had the opportunity to join a friend on a paranormal investigation there.
We met my life-long friend at midnight and discussed the parts of the cemetery that we would investigate. We were briefly joined by local police officer and "ghost detective" Michael Worden, who has written a book on the location. Michael said that sometimes you capture the best evidence when you aren't paying attention and suggested that we talk and walk with our recorder on.
While we weren't lucky enough to encounter the infamous "Lady in White" that is said to roam among the monuments, we did have a few odd things occur during our visit. At one point on our quest, my daughter, Ashley was overcome by the smell of flowers or perfume. This is especially amazing because she had a terrible sense of smell. When we all stepped back to her location, we could smell it, too. It was unmistakably lavender but there is no lavender growing in this area. We proceeded to smell all of the trees and bushes and were unable to find the source of the scent. This lavender smell seemed to follow us up the carriage road appearing and disappearing every so often until we arrived at the famous Farnum Mausoleum.
I have often been likened to a psychophant, fearless and lacking a fight instinct, but I did not leave the confines of the gravel road during this stop. I experienced a heaviness in my chest and an overall uneasy feeling. My daughter, Ashley, was taking pictures over her left shoulder where she was also feeling pressure.
We spent over three hours st the location and heard, saw, and felt some strange things for sure. My friend is still combing through the audio from the session but in past visits, she has collected two world class EVP's. One, is a male voice saying, "no". The other is a female voice clearly saying, "Cold, very cold." shortly after the question, "What is it like where you are?" was asked.
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